Tuesday, December 18, 2012

snowflakes for sandy hook

http://m.dailykos.com/story/2012/12/18/1171536/-National-PTA-Snowflakes-for-Sandy-Hook

I came across this cute little idea the PTA is sponsoring that any age child or adult could participate in. check out the link above if you are interested in doing it along with us. the fabulous little playgroup I am a part of with the twins are also making snowflakes and sending them to Connecticut. break out the scissors, glue, glitter and anything else you may need to make your snowflakes and help decorate the new school for sandy hook students . it should be pretty neat for them to have little snowflakes made from people all over the country decorating their school . I know it's a tiny gesture in the grand scheme of things but I am happy that this was something that the whole family could work on together.













Monday, December 17, 2012

heavy hearts

my heart hurts for all those families that were affected by the Newtown tragedy. It aches for the families of the victims, those tiny little innocent children, and the heroic teachers and staff. I like many other parents across this country held my babies tight this weekend and thanked God for his precious gifts, and prayed for those affected.

Thursday, December 13, 2012

I just want to go home

well it's about two and half weeks from January, our move back home date, my lets just get through the next two months then you will be home date. but now we may not be back in our home by January. we just talked to our landlord and he can't say whether or not the house will be ready by January. and he told us to go ahead and make plans for our temporary housing for January to play it safe. it's out of his control and we get that, really we do. contractors are in high demand and there is just so much work and rebuilding to be done. it's just a waiting game at this point.

it sucks though, absolutely sucks. I just want to go home and move on with life, feel settled, feel at home again. I know, I know i shouldn't even feel this way and I feel guilty for feeling this way but this is how I feel. there are so many people who lost everything and have nowhere to go, or even worse have lost loved ones in this storm and here I am complaining when I have a roof over my head and my precious babies asleep jn their beds. trust me I am beyond grateful for all that I have but I still hurt inside.

so it looks like we will have to sign a lease for another month of temporary housing, and another month away from home.


life according to my iPhone pics

















Wednesday, December 5, 2012

in love with my juicer

i finally went for it and got a new juicer and I'm in love. we had gone to the mall to find me a new pair of boots (since my current ones are missing and I'm not sure if they made it through sandy) and we were walking through Macy's in search of an elevator when I spotted the beautiful display of juicers. of course we had to walk by and look at them and what do you know they were having a sale. it was meant to be. as I was standing there admiring the juicers and making a big deal over the sale, a woman who was standing there also looking at the juicer started talking to me and asking about which juicer i thought was better and which brand would I recommend. as we talked and I told her how I had my eye on this one for awhile she reached in her bag and handed me an extra coupon she had for the store. lets just say I was one happy girl. beyond excited we bought the ikon multispeed juicer on sale and with a coupon. although I never used this juicer before I had heard and read great reviews on it, and I am happy to report it's wonderful. it's super easy to put together, it has different speed settings so you're getting the most amount of juice out of that fruit or vegetable you are using, and it's super easy to clean. I love it, and have been enjoying juicing the past few days.





Tuesday, December 4, 2012

oh Christmas tree

well we won't be home for Christmas this year....thank you sandy. but that doesn't mean we can't bring Christmas with us and enjoy the season. yes I was excited to decorate our little beach bungalow this year, I even planned out where our tree would go when we moved in last March. I pictured how the stockings would look hanging from the fire place, and the beautiful pictures we would take by the beach for our Christmas card. well I had to get over it and face the fact that we would not be home for Christmas. I needed to bring Christmas here for the twins and get over it. I'm trying haha.

so last weekend we headed to a little tree farm not to far from the condo where we are staying. it was pretty cold last weekend so we figured this little farm with pre cut trees would be best for us. glad we made that choice because two two year olds and picking out a tree well it wasn't easy. the big train ride that wasn't working sure didn't help either. but hey we got a tree and its beautiful and smells fabulous.















Monday, December 3, 2012

Let the sun shine

temps in the fifties today, we will take it. It felt so good to get out and walk around today on this nice December day. we may not get more days like this so we tried to take full advantage of the weather. and I'm hoping with all the walking and playing we did today, I'll get a long nap out of the twins....fingers crossed.











Tuesday, November 27, 2012

snow day

there are some big fluffy snowflakes falling outside today. it's the second snow fall of the season so far, and it's kind of early for snow around here. I'm not a big fan of snow but it is really pretty to look at, and gets me excited for the Christmas season. bring on the Christmas tree.

Monday, November 26, 2012

let's juice

it's Monday and I have a lingering cold with no energy so let's juice. I love juicing but have to admit, it's sometimes a lot of work with prepping all the veggies and fruit, cutting them up and then my juicer is a pain to clean (i'm planning on splurging on a new juicer soon) but oh do I feel instantly better after I drink a fresh fruit and veggie juice. and the twins love it too, so score for this mama.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

and so it begins

the floors have been ripped up, walls torn apart, appliances gone.... the house is pretty much gutted at this point.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

moving on

after sandy hit temps dropped down into the thirties. no one had power, even in Pennsylvania. we went to my grandmothers but then moved to my aunts house since she had a generator and we needed heat for the twins. Keith and I went back and forth to our house to grab as much of our belongings as we could get out. looting was a feared problem in the shore towns, and we were worried our house would be targeted as well.

with the help from Keith's company, we found a temporary rental. we moved into the temporary rental almost a week after the hurricane hit. the temporary rental is two hours north of our home, but we're warm, safe, and trying to move on.

that second week after the storm was the hardest. week one we were in survival mode and going back and forth to our house and moving our belongings out and trashing the things we lost. it was go, go, go that week, no time to really think just going. that second week my emotions started to catch up with me. the reality of what happened was setting in, the sleepless nights were catching up, and I was just feeling sorry for myself. I wanted to just go home. we rent our home, and we were in constant contact with our landlord as he assessed damage and came up with a plan. we were happy to hear we could come back and that we didn't lose the home, but there was going to be a few months of repairs and rebuilding.

we wont be home for the holidays, but I am grateful we have a home to go back to and that my family and I are all safe.

Monday, November 19, 2012

hurricane sandy

I don't even know where to begin. hurricane sandy was beyond anyone's worst predictions, she destroyed homes, ripped apart our beaches and boardwalks, and took out entire communities. over a hundred people were killed. thousands are without homes, temporary and long term displacements.

we stayed in our home as we were not evacuated. we left our home a few hours before sandy hit the coast. our plan was to stay unless we were evacuated, and if things got bad we would leave and stay with our neighbors whose house sits above ours on a hill.

we watched as the water began to rise and near our house and decided to leave when the water was hitting our front steps and we were still hours from high tide which lined right up with the time of impact. we left out our back door and watched as our house was surrounded by the rising water. we got the twins in safe to our neighbors and then Keith and our neighbor ran back into our house to try and raise as much of our stuff up off the floor. the water was quickly rising and was lapping underneath the house in the crawl space making the house shake as Keith and our neighbor ran through the house throwing things up in beds and counters and lifting things up off the floor. they got out as the water began to hit the front door.

we watched in the dark from our neighbors windows as the water began to la waves up onto the house. the wind sounded like subway cars racing through, and the trees bended in the fierce storm. It looked and felt like something out of a movie, but unfortunately we were living it. we watched as the sky lite up in green and blue as transformers bursted in the sky. some of the explosions were so big and bright it looked like an atomic bomb or what I would imagine a spaceship blowing up would look like. we could hear the siding being ripped off and heard as another neighbors roof was ripped off. we remained calm even though we all were filled with fear. the twins didn't show any fear at all during the storm, the noticed the wind and would just say "oooo windy", but other than that they hung out and watched a movie on our lap top.

we ended up spending the night at our neighbors and just layed there all night awake listening to this destructive storm beat down upon us. when dawn broke the wind died down and there was just some lingering cold rain that gently fell. we decided to get up and see how our house stood and if the water got into the house. when we walked down to our house, we couldn't comprehend what we were seeing. our home was still there but completely surrounded by three feet deep of debris, large 20 foot docks, a large shed, large planks and pieces of wood. the water marks on the house showed the water rose to almost five feet. we made our way over the ruble and into the house where we saw that the water rose to about three feet into the house. there was debris and trash thrown around the house, floorboards popped up all over from the force of the water that came up from below. there was a wet sandy mess that covered the entire floor, rugs and walls. our babies cribs and mattresses were wrecked, our bed, clothes, kitchen appliances all dripping wet with sea water. I was overcome with emotion and just began to cry as I looked at our little bungalow that we made a home.

we then went into survival mode I guess you can call it and just grabbed the babies, dog and our small bag we had packed and all for into the car. I wanted to flee and get out of there and take the twins somewhere safe. we headed to Pennsylvania where my grandmother lives. many of the roads were closed with down trees and wires, but thankfully we don't live far from major highways and we were able to flee and go to my grandmothers. she didn't have power from the storm but her house was safe and her area wasn't as devastated as ours.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

oh chihuahua

oh little chihuahua of mine I wish you were friendly and enjoyed people other than Keith and I. the twins adore you and think you're so funny but since you're so grumpy you don't come out to play. you spend your days sleeping in your secret hiding spots, or lounging in the kitchen safe because of the baby gate.

oh little chihuahua of mine i love you so very much and I love our cuddles when the babies nap, and feeling your warm little body next to me at night but man, you are a grumpy, mean little guy.  if we ask the twins what does trey do, they growl.

oh little chihuahua of mine we love you anyway and always will.